Nominal Nightmares.

A universe lives inside of me
love lies within my being
and I wouldn’t deceive you
I know seeing is believing.
Piqued your interest? no sneak peeking
Overflowing, leave you reaching
Beseeching —you’ve found my weakness
Grovel for me honey, leak it.
Meet you at the edge of reason —
What you’re seeking, I can lead
you to the pinnacle of pleasing.
Sink your teeth in,
leave me seething.

What did you do to me, baby?
Left my brain so scrambled.
Don’t often leave things to chance alone
but I’m all in for you, I’ll gamble.
Had a handle on this love thing,
but with you, it’s constant rambling
imagining the the aftermath
of granting unlimited sampling.
The free trial has expired,
and now there’s a price to pay.
Too bad, too much, too late
Want me to stay?
You know the way.

What better way to get over you
than turn you to figurative language?
Immortalized you as my muse
but you only exist faceless, nameless.
Still running rampant through endless pages;
Words, unlike time, never wasted.
Voiceless cadence, phantosmic fragrance —
Inspired voice memos of drunk rages
and wondering if I’m insane cause
I still feel like you were created
for me, and so I’m not satiated…
and you’re the one to blame.

I judged people who got catfished until I got hooked. Fell into ceaseless rabbit holes with every word I mistook. Heard no inflection in your lies through written word; nor saw the gleam of guile twinkling in eyes across the earth. I had you in the first half, I swear — feelings conceived, then switched at birth. My twin flame, I know your name; I just wish you knew my worth.

Tangled in a bed of delusion with Cupid; stupid face on, but blissfully foolish. Never clueless, cause I knew that I was getting myself into this. For want of your intrusion, I welcome all confusion. Wanna mount you like Everest — give you a high you’ve never felt. Sweat you like fire, sweltering, I’ll make you melt. You’re the only one left in the cards that I was dealt. You know just how to play the game, make it seem heartfelt.

Intrusive thoughts about a life with you, creating life with you, being a wife to you. Know what I’d like from you? To tell the truth, you’ll break my heart in two. Fought nail and tooth to get to you, I’ve nothing left to prove. Leaving the ball inside your court, cause I know you used to hoop. Shooter’s shoot — keep me on your team, I always got your oop. Enigmatic honesty – such labor to compute. I’ll play along if you’re the prize, and truth is, I don’t lose.